Stay alive

Building blocks of fame
from pebbles of pain,
blood of emotions
n spirit of grit
Making soul dissolve
in an iron resolve
in the lamps of a dream lit
Ensuring to live before I die
All I want to change
all that changed me
Let them die before I live
Living is dieing every moment
or is dying living every moment
Can you separate life from death
The hollowness from vaccuum
is light of death darker
or the brilliant light of life brighter
Within the shadows of them
lie a soul; who still wonders
which side of the river stays his way
The way is not important
but the end is
is it the happiness one desires
or is the pain that one derives from
losing it
Sooner or later one transforms to other
bringing shadows smiling at death
and lights dancing at being alive
Why die while living
why to live while dying
Why smile in pain
n be sad while smiling
Why must tears stain the unadulterated pain
all the while
and smiles degrade loss;just to stay alive
Where do i stay
where does my path lay
bring some shadows to lessen the light
my path stays hidden within the brightness of sight
To reach there is the purpose of my life
In happiness my tears dwell
in shadows my smile