Innocence

How does one survive with one's heart broken
Time and again to remind I am just a human
your feelings no longer respond to you
You are but a guy with no where to go

What did you do wrong ?
You let your self flow in a stream without a plan
In search of a land where you don't belong
For that stupid happiness you crazed all along

You trusted people you shouldn't have
Gave yourself to the ones who didn't want ya
To find that you are but helplessly lost to them
and about you they don't give a damn !

All I asked for was
someone who's innocence I could trust with mine
A person who is a kid; an adult just in skin
We would be each other's best pals; one who'd always be there
and yet a couple;who respond to each other's heartbeats

But that thing was not to be
Things went haywire;nothing was as it seemed
I ended up sad and bruised; it was inevitable a scene
Cos I spent myself for somebody who maybe didn't deserve me

The power to break me you always had
But you chose to abuse it as per your moods and will
I was always your need and not desire
What you have left me with;is dark sadness and gloomy chill

But it isn't the sadness or loneliness that hurts
It's the fact that I am not to love you now for all time
n yet I find am unable to retort or resent to you in anyway
Am hopelessly helpless to the person I thought knew me

Maybe it was deserved for some reason
Love is not to be returned with love in any season
But you can never be part of my darkness; can just be of light
Maybe I didn't love you enough;
Maybe its my mistake and you are right

If only we can be together for a sec
Where you are truly mine as we were meant to be
Things may change the next moment;
till then I wanna hold you tight and weep !

Silence

Was drawing blood part of your prize ?
Punishing one brutally when helpless a necessary sacrifice ?
I know you wont return to see the ashes
Cos you would be afraid to see how that pain looked like