Everyday

The truth is I m tired
Tired of being happy Tired of being sad
tired of being angry n tired of being bad
Drained of all real interest; m in want of more life
for being a person who can make others happy
for just a moment if not for entire life
You know as I know;I have no right to complain
my friends tried to help me for what it was worth
only to fail but they aren't the ones to blame
People invested lots of feelings in me
n reaped no benefits in return
an NPV that never seems to go positive
m an ROI of that abysymal proportions

Just give me some time to regain my breath
You know I am tired of being my biggest disappointment
Unable to simplify routine ; in hope of some magic
A fool's errand that seem to devastate any way I try to pave
This perpetual emotional holocaust never leaves no survivors
It's a daily bloodbath of embarassment and defeat
Maybe there will be a time when you will understand why
To go away from you; was the best thing for u I ever did