Frown of a song

Life drifts away
like sand through the fingers
Nothing can be cluched
Nothing can be forlorn
The unfaltering inevitable good bye is
way too strong
Forces to revive life while it slips
too meek against the strong hold of death
Faith serves nothing
Only helps ttake blows more easy
Hope a cruel deceptor
promises a new tomorrow
of love and fulfillment
which is a mirage much needed
to walk through a dry day in the sun
But day after day is lost
like an inpenetrable frost
running through a heart trying hard
to keep some part of the body warm
Life's promise is a fleeting dream
only imagined mostly and lived sometimes in moments
some part inside belives in the dream
and yet another has seen enough to discount it
as already seen and lost in the morning
The dawn is but a pawn
a simple frown of a song
wasn't supposed to last but lasted as
an afternoon for way too long

Tree in the tundras

O princess of warmth;
melt the tundras of my heart
A part of me freezes; a part of me bleeds
leave that part of me that died long back

cold withers my soul
even as you warm my body whole
Don't you melt away just yet
I like my tears wet not dry;
but my dearest;
you oughto try

Dont go just glow I say
Even as I say good bye
I need you more than I deserve
so do stop shining before you die
yet my dearest;
you oughto try

Night grows I see;you gave enough time for me
Enough warmth you shared in this frost
Love means your own life first mine comes later ,
Maybe for you this is afterall; an effort lost

I apologize;for you can't save me
dim will harbors no life
you must act against your nature
escape; your warm will must survive

What's important is that you cared to make me live,
Our crazy dreams you didn't forget
You did live a part of them and of me;
and they live through you, so don't you regret

even as I stay covered with snow
I hope clouds will scatter and sun will glow
someday you and me will trod on a greener land
together cooking happy marsh mellows!

One or none

What do you want from me my dear
my life belongs to thee
You say its not useful enough
But whatever it is; you are free

Why must a person die
in his own eyes and in his life
for what do you we swear for what do we fight
Do we survive our innocence and conscience might

Do you know what you want
Do you know who you are not
Can you afford luxury of kindness
even if kindness means your life

Can conscience relax in its own shadow
can it take the weight of its own existence
Can one be the person selfish enough to kill self
to survive the onslaught of it's own innocence


Can pain kill the soul
is respect for self the soul of ego
what do we do if we die in our own eyes
Wasn't the meaning of life infusion of delight


Silly how we craze happiness
by killing it when we find
is more happiness better than less happiness
is it not complete not alive

Less is more than nothing
more is not good enough
Choices can kill choices can break
the deal is one or none

Stay alive

Building blocks of fame
from pebbles of pain,
blood of emotions
n spirit of grit
Making soul dissolve
in an iron resolve
in the lamps of a dream lit
Ensuring to live before I die
All I want to change
all that changed me
Let them die before I live
Living is dieing every moment
or is dying living every moment
Can you separate life from death
The hollowness from vaccuum
is light of death darker
or the brilliant light of life brighter
Within the shadows of them
lie a soul; who still wonders
which side of the river stays his way
The way is not important
but the end is
is it the happiness one desires
or is the pain that one derives from
losing it
Sooner or later one transforms to other
bringing shadows smiling at death
and lights dancing at being alive
Why die while living
why to live while dying
Why smile in pain
n be sad while smiling
Why must tears stain the unadulterated pain
all the while
and smiles degrade loss;just to stay alive
Where do i stay
where does my path lay
bring some shadows to lessen the light
my path stays hidden within the brightness of sight
To reach there is the purpose of my life
In happiness my tears dwell
in shadows my smile

If I had a time machine

If I had a time machine
I would go back a little
rewind my life by a few reels
Watching the birds flying back to their nests in the morn
might be fun !
But if I was time
I would go back a little more
and watch them hatch from their eggs
annd see them flutter their early wings
and would want to see the world again for the first time
through their eyes !
If I had a time machine
I would wish that I knew
what was to come between you and me
I would give me a chance to change me
and the end
But If I was time
maybe I would go back a lot more
and give myself a chance to rethink
If I wanted to meet you in the first place
I had a time machine
I would change me a thousand times
would end up going back again and again
to a perpetual back to square one paradigm
But if I was time
maybe I would know
Things were just right all along
No matter if in the end they went wrong
Cos even if I was time
I wouldn't want to change how I felt
When I saw you
the very first time!

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along,
so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
Walking the streets with you and your dreams
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Jetissoned !

you wait for the night
Sliding from the sight
As you fall through the holocaust
your moans and yells cutting through the dark
Grumpily cushioning your anger
and forgetting more through the day
to keep smiling through your nightmares while in sleep
Loneliness cuts through you like a knife
and coldness makes your heart melt like butter on stove
you aren't empty but filled with life
Heartcells shouting at you to let them live
as you smile at them; and cut the rope!
jetisonned by life you are left to die